Thought that we will buy something as it's the time to shop for another set of CNY clothes but Mic, Jocelyn & I left orchard empty-handed. The only thing we bought was our dinner and sweet talk bubble tea. LOL!
Felt blessed when I received Bel msg this evening. Merely reminding him to eat dinner even though he's busy and he replied that he's having a huge crush on me. *happy* Should I tell him about 'him'? Bel is having a huge crush on me while am having a huge crush of 'him'. My mood depends on 'him' from mon to fri. I just wish that he will walk out from his desk to our side so I can take a peep to boost my work. Am I silly? Someone who's gonna get married this year and still thinking of someone else. Kept reminding myself not to go that far but I simply can't control it. The only way to forget him is to quit this job but I can't force myself to do it. Ever since when weekend is approaching and how i wish that it could end soon, I knew that it's not within my control.
Is it because there's someone else in my heart that I kept finding faults on xiong? My families will be having an early reunion dinner this coming sun as they are going up Genting for CNY again. Isn't that boring to go there every CNY? Aunt told me to ask him along as they hope that they can communicate with him just like what my cousins have been doing. For myself, I will only bring my partner if I know that we are stable. It's not like we are in our 5 mths r/s, it's gonna turn 5 yrs in 15 days. Whenever, I ask him to join, it's like asking him to go and die. It's just a simpe task and yet he gave all sorts of fugly reason for not attending. KNN... Did I gave you all sorts of reasons when your mum asked me to join your whatever dinner? It's a give and take.
*I miss 'him'......*